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Lost Soul

This is a very personal poem, I wrote it to get some anger out....I was very unsure about putting it up, so if you are reading this keep that in mind; it in no way reflects any of my usual rational thought processes.

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Have you ever just wished

that you could pour our your soul?

Empty it

and bury it under a riverbed

or let it fly off to the stars?

Let every inch of you

Every ounce of truth

and life

be released?

To forget your troubles,

Stop reliving the memories of your life;

What a wish.

A hollow beigng

to simply be,

and not worry.

Not be affected

As every other life around you is

by feelings

But to just exist.

Not to experience

Pain, fear, heartbreak,

loss,

love, friendship,

joy, ecstasy, life.

Rid yourself of every emotion.

Who needs emotion?

Why live day to day

In uncertainty?

Tomorrow,

Will I love?

Lose?

Smile?

Cry?

Die?

Why bother.

I dont need you,

or me.

I just need to be.

And when I am caught,

Trapped in the void of my life,

Where shall I go?

Shall I call on you?

You, who I pushed away,

and hurt.

I didnt feel it.

I feel nothing.

But now

caged in all the emotion,

I gave up.

Who needs to escape?

Ill just be.


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